I’m not sure if I can do another fucking 4 months of this

I’m still getting out of a trainwreck of a relationship

My dating life has been such a disaster I almost wish that I was still unhappy and in that relationship because it’s better than being miserable

I’m fucking always poor.

Nothing goes right.

I’m homesick.

I just want to go lay in a corner and cry. I’m so sick of all of this. It fucking sucks and I’m done with Ohio.

I’m at working and trying to hold back fucking tears.